Thanks you all.
Y'all may not realize how much this forum and the folks on it have meant to me during this experience. How your messages have kept me buoyed when otherwise, my spirit might have flagged.
TWT came to mean a lot to me not long after joining a couple of years ago Finding safe, sane and jovial riders to ride with, and later, camp with (wow!), has made a BIG difference in my life.
And now, through this recovery experience; the help and support I've received from TWT folks...hard to express my gratitude.
The one small way I can think of is something I should have done long before now. I have pledged to be a monthly supporter. Tourmeister, first payment should arrive June 4. You have fathered a thriving, loving community. Amazing. Thank you.
I am grateful and appreciate everyone who has followed the thread, posting advice, sharing their experiences and encouragement--it's been hugely helpful.
I am grateful to Scott (M38A1), who has put up with me all these weeks and whose help has been fundamental to the recovery. And of course, we met at a TWT camp out, another reason to love TWT.
I still have a ways to go, but am ready to move back home. My personal terrorist admitted on Thursday, "You are functional." The PT will continue, but I can live safely on my own.
So it feels like a new mini-chapter is ready to begin...
Thank you all!